Soon as my mom told me that the moon has been sighted and it’ll mark the end of Ramadan, I swear my heart became heavy and it’s like being filled with positive sadness.💔I never felt this before, I’ve never been this sad. Ya Rabb, You and I knew how was my imaan the entire month of Ramadan. There’s this guilt feeling when I know I didn’t make the most of what I can do. I’m very sorry. I’m praying that my fasts and prayers will be accepted despite my weakness. My heart is really breaking this time. I promise Ya Rabb that even though Ramadan is over, I’ll still continue to do good and will do with my utmost strength those things that please You most. I need Your guidance and please don’t leave me with my own self. I can’t make it without You Ya Rabb! Forgive my parents, those people close to my heart and lastly, forgive me Ya Rabb!! I acknowledge my sins and I sincerely regret every bit of it and I also sincerely ask for forgiveness. Until the next Ramadan. I hope that we’ll be able to experience it again in good health by Your will.
PS: (drafted 6.24.17 9:18PM)